50% / 50%

That's how I see life: 50% of it is good, but 50% of it sucks, it sucks when your car won't start!
It sucks when I can't get love in my bed!
It's great to have such a wonderful family ...
It's cool that I have learned to write music correctly, and sing in key; but, it sucks when you get criticized for your music.
It sucks when you have two degrees from colleges and you cannot convince anyone to hire you!
It's great that I will die someday and won't have anymore troubles!
Pot and beer rule!
We live on a speck in the universe, no wonder I feel so small right now, and frustrated!
It's not good to be alone!
I can't stop sobbing, throbbing in my mind - dying once again!

Dead Dayton

Dry Dayton, all there is to do is drink! We're all in our own little worlds! Dayton is dry and dead, such a dread! There are some cool folks left around here, but still, no one has the time to make a difference for the indigent folks of Dayton, maybe St. Vincent's Hotel, hell! It's sad, isn't it? No jobs in Dayton, Dayton suffers like so many other dead cities in America! Don't you see it, it's so cheap of a life when the President promotes Islamic Mosques - what the hell is he doing? He had the upper hand yesterday!

his helping

his hand is the lord's, who will save me from misery; from dying from brokenness, cause there aren't any jobs!

i'll write illegally, until i win my fight of loneliness again, until i win again, with his helping hand ...