Saturday, September 18, 2010

do or cry

I'm not ready to die yet, but I feel it's coming soon, because my tears are going to dehydrate me to death; because there is nothing to do that will make me feel whole without a job!
I thought a BA would help me, but it hasn't ... So I must help myself, because no one else can but me. My dad does all he can for me, and my sisters do too; but none of them can loan me $3,000 which would get me out of debt except for my mortgage ...
Oh how I dwell on this day-after-day, how to get by and to make a living - so much for my two degrees!
But I cannot give up! Things will get better people tell me - and of course I ask Jesus the same thing, if it will!
Thy will be done, mine or his?