seriously now

so i'm told to think and it will happen ... but rain will fall anyway ...

i'm told to pray and i can come to light, this is true ...

and we must work to pay the bills ... climb up your hill ... spill not!
is money for the hungry? are ladies for my bed?
what's in your head today? do things happen miraculously, i think so,
sometimes Jesus says so. all my life i wanted to live ... then at 16 i had to give.
at 21 i got drunk ... at 30 i sank and sunk ... i collected junk ... at 50 i'll be wading on that miracle ... i'm now 49 and life if not fine! But i have all i need in greed for God and my parents ...
in sleep i weep, i get lost, i lose - how things change i haven't a clue!